
Matt Hagan says I hide too much and I need to talk to him But he doesn't talk. And sometimes he's mean to me but he won't admit it and he doesn't know so I just hide it. And sometimes I think he instigates my mom's insanity. but whatever that's my dad and I just ignore shit amd shake my head and try not to be bothered Why he's with my mom still idk but it pisses me off. like wtf? No! I told Jesse get that shit back immediately! She can drive into a brick wall or something or drink bleach.

I know he has bad ideas like telling Jesse to give Dejoria a gun and hope she will kill herself. And maybe my dad knew and didn't care or maybe he thought I was stronger As a parent I know I've made mistakes and there's not much I can do except admit them. Jesse always tells me he blames my dad for amnesia. And so Matt tells me it's my mom and not really my dad who is intently evil. If my dad blacks out and does horrific shit I wouldn't be surprised. He wasn't really involved that I remember and I respect that he takes a back seat because he's intelligent. he really cares about me alot compared to my mom. But I know my dad can be cool if he wants to be. I buy him shit on holidays and he doesn't buy me shit like ever. I know why Denise would but idk people make thier own choices and to be honest I don't even talk to my dad. I was going to tell him bye and then leave through the garage What happened at night was a different view of memeory that got fused because they were both in the garage it wasn't at night it was during the day but it was dark in the garage and they had on their headlights Idk why they would try to hide it. I opened the garage door because I knew my dad was in a bad mood about the washer being broken. Because I had went to tell him that I was leaving because they were there and I needed to leave, after my mom kidnapped me from Florida of course I went in the van to get my stuff and she took off with the door open and everything. When he hit me in the neck with a pipe wrench it actually moved my brain.


Watch I'll win this race if it's true And then he won And Brian and them tell me that my dad did it so that I would be a normal kid at home. and I thought that was kind of odd and so I went to checking and I found your parents talking about it and wondering if you had found out yet what he had did and he was trying to hide it. Matt Hagan: I noticed that you would write "my dad my hero" and say you would just leave it at that and you weren't talking about it.
